Sunday, June 29, 2014

On singing June 1, 2014

It has been quite a whirlwind of music activity these past three weeks.  First was Marin Oratorio with three weeknights of rehearsals for the Brahms Requiem and Liebeslieder Walzes and then another week of intense rehearsals and two weekends of performances of Mozart’s Magic Flute with the West Bay Opera.  It was hard for me to embrace the latter while the former occupied my energy, but I soon got into the spirit of it, donning my burlap peasant costume, false eyelashes, and face glitter and enjoying the camaraderie of the group.  Today was the final performance and I was delighted that many friends came to see it and to support me. 

Indeed, it has been a remarkable year for singing.  I was able to relocate and start to work again with my coach Daniel, I practiced almost every day, I had a steep and exciting learning curve in music theory, I auditioned for half a dozen different groups, and found a happy home with two.   So much energy, so much discipline, so much “putting yourself out there.”

There is one final audition on the docket, the SF Symphony Chorus, on June 16th.  I am terrified, of course.  I would love to sing with them but there are so few slots and I am so old.  This of course is the nub of the problem.  My voice is sturdy enough, but not what it once was, and as regards singing at least, I fear that my future is behind me.

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